so...... i am taking on a new journey or actually not so common journey to losing weight. for those of you who dont know,i just recently turned 29. ok i know it isnt 30 but it is close. i have thought about this for a while just like all of the other times i have wanted to lose weight.you clean out cabinets go to the store and buy nothing but healthy items,start working out and you are on your road to success....oh wait whats this? the weekend,lets go out to eat.then i think ill skip a day of exercising and then im right back to where is was. its a neverending road of sabotage. lose ten pounds and then gain it back at a holiday.so im starting again with a determination to keep at it this time. actally going to the gym and cooking healthier. im not doing this to gloat or to make others happy,i am doing this to make myslef feel better and to stay around as long as i can to see my daughter grow up and to set a good example for her. i want my thirties to be a lot healthier than my twenties were. the final "thats it" was when i realized that i had gained 100 pounds since i got married,that will certainly lower your self esteem. i want to feel better!! so i guess thats why ive decided to try really hard to hit my goals. when my scales said 275,that was all i could take,so now ive lost ten pounds in two weeks and feel a whole lot better. ive made myself believe that if i can blog once a week about my success than that would be the encouragement that i need. and i also have a photo album on facebook for a visual as i lose weight. if anyone has any thoughts or comments, i would love to hear them.
